boohoo

Done with HRM paper which got me f***** Apparently it felt like the revision lecture went terribly wrong! Seriously both Hiddy and I tried our best to go thru past papers, read up on our notes and paid more attention on the so called tips.. I think i'm 18/20 certainly right for MCQs and the rest of my 80% are no-kidding-me crap!!! I wrote and scribbled nonsense literally. Checked on how my overall will be assessed this morning before breakfast. I was so bothered about how the paper was. It states 30% from my project assignment. 70% from the unfortunate paper. Hiddy suggested we go into the White Tigers' enclosure. If you guys do get updated news about the recent tragedy in the zoo,you'd know how suicidal Hiddy was. I was telling (grumbling non-stop rather) Phil that he'd throw us on the roads instead but make sure no traffic! hehe I want to have time and opportunity to get cold feet and get the hell outta traffic. Like the late cleaner, he didn't have the chance to live even when he fought his regret. I assumed he was suicidal based on the initial reports. Come on.. who in the right state of mind would go near the tigers who can jump 10m?? i was at the zoo late last month and i remember making fun of the distance the tigers are capable to jump, in comparison with my miserable long jump results. Nevertheless, my condolences to his family who got to see the video clip on the horrid last moments, which supposedly would be a closure for them.

love

For the past month, despite the madness of getting my projects done, i really had fun! Thanks to the lovely company which I'm privileged to have. They include the lovely animals, zombies, bats, witch, pumpkins in the night safari, more animals in the zoo, art exhibits in the museum, my two lovely members for the website project, of cos my beloved family members who put up with my cranky mood swings and not forgetting, my man who gets the ultimate nonsense from me when anything else upset me. oh yes.. I received a lovely present from bf for our anniversary. One more week to exams. I'm having a lot of fun learning and practicing my Accounts which is also enjoyable now that i understood the topics and clarified almost every doubts with a really helpful classmate who coached me after lecture last night. I'm gonna do my best and look forward to lots of fun after the papers. Don't we all love holidays?? I'm working towards a new career goal and my student has already left the company. Nevertheless, I'm still feeling very blessed and i do have a feeling that everything will turn out well! Till my next update, keep stress bugs away and may joy be with us always!

their send off

up at 5.30am this morning to get ready to head to Uncle's place early. He and his wife are leaving us to perform Haj. It had been an emotional Sunday. For Mama, especially. Uncle has been seeking forgiveness from her. He has always been my joker uncle who never fails to crack us up with jokes, lame ones included. Yesterday while in school, they had a gathering at his place. I was told he shared the truth about how much Mama sacrificed for family and his regret. This morning he spoke to his beloved nieces and nephews again, reminding us to perform our prayers, be filial to parents and how bad he was before which he is very thankful that Allah has given him a chance to repent and God's willing, he'd be back again to talk to us. Everyone were in tears. We took a few pictures. I shall upload one.





The airport was pretty crowded. Since this is the first batch, there were reporters and photographers. At this very moment, my two proud sisters are freaking happy THEY ARE ON TV! hahaha ok la me included was there...... in my tudung,so chances are hardly anyone'd know it's me lol so hell.. My eyes were puffy. Lucky it's just a quick snapshot in the news. Saw a clear one on my Uncle. I miss him already. Though we seldom meet, he is after all Mama's only brother. Insyallah Mak Esah and Bapak Enal dapat menunaikan ibadah Haji mereka dengan sempurna. Amin.