life's a bitch.. just fuck it

i'd a lovely period of time even though i wasn't active with the blog entries. managed to fly kite with Ophelia finally. her entry shows a beautiful illustration on how a fantastic Sunday was spent with my family. having my exams this week. final paper tmw. it hasn't been fuckin keerazee.. just that i suddenly got this mental block. some wiser person mentioned it's due to last minute studying. oh well, so be it.. but could it be.. i do revise i do try to understand what has been taught..and almost nothing comes into my brain?? i'm trying so hard to adapt to work.. shall we apply daviant work place behaviour rather eh Hiddy? .. i'm trying to manage my time with work and school on the even days of the week. i'm always on a rush to disappear from work. not that i'm really in need to get to school, i just can't make myself act busy at work.. lol i'm seriously impressed with how colleagues can really take their time.. first, they do their stuffs, then they do their stuffs, followed by the continuation of completing their stuffs.. just in time when Yann finishes everyone's part.. they go eh all done? so fast? ...* ... me feeling super stressed in dealing with their attitudes forces a smile and repeats oh i've class gotta run.. bye all.. *that is how i define i've gotten used to being in this branch. things will get better.. i shall just continue to do my bit, their bit and time flies and when it's time to knock off, i just scram =) gotta go fall in love with my Econs. blog updated to relieve some sense of unhappiness in me. nevertheless, i've to wish my lovelies,Mages and Lightangel.. happy belated birthday! i just realised you babes share the special date =) we shall meet up soon, ladies..

monthly

it's be almost a month being in the "new" place. i'm sill trying to adapt. i've issues with colleagues. we have our differences i suppose. i'm not right about to even wish that we'd bond well and feel like family. Abang Faries came by today and i was really happy to see my god-brother. he told ma'am that i'm his sister better take care of me. they seem to get along so well i just had to ask him how on earth did he do that! messing up my hair, he told me to just be patient.. be nice when she is.. when she is mean just fuck care. everything will be fine. his transfer to my branch was refused or else it might have been a consolation having him around..
school isn't at the easiest phrase. deadlines for projects and exams in less than a month's time certainly freak me out. it'd been really eventful but i ain't got time to blog. i just sum up everything or bore Phil with my issues every time we talk hehe i'm gonna get back to my revision again. be back at a better opportunity! cheerio folks..