July 30, 2008

life's a bitch.. just fuck it




i'd a lovely period of time even though i wasn't active with the blog entries. managed to fly kite with Ophelia finally. her entry shows a beautiful illustration on how a fantastic Sunday was spent with my family. having my exams this week. final paper tmw. it hasn't been fuckin keerazee.. just that i suddenly got this mental block. some wiser person mentioned it's due to last minute studying. oh well, so be it.. but could it be.. i do revise i do try to understand what has been taught..and almost nothing comes into my brain?? i'm trying so hard to adapt to work.. shall we apply daviant work place behaviour rather eh Hiddy? .. i'm trying to manage my time with work and school on the even days of the week. i'm always on a rush to disappear from work. not that i'm really in need to get to school, i just can't make myself act busy at work.. lol i'm seriously impressed with how colleagues can really take their time.. first, they do their stuffs, then they do their stuffs, followed by the continuation of completing their stuffs.. just in time when Yann finishes everyone's part.. they go eh all done? so fast? ...* ... me feeling super stressed in dealing with their attitudes forces a smile and repeats oh i've class gotta run.. bye all.. *that is how i define i've gotten used to being in this branch. things will get better.. i shall just continue to do my bit, their bit and time flies and when it's time to knock off, i just scram =) gotta go fall in love with my Econs. blog updated to relieve some sense of unhappiness in me. nevertheless, i've to wish my lovelies,Mages and Lightangel.. happy belated birthday! i just realised you babes share the special date =) we shall meet up soon, ladies..

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