my man

I'm missing our before bed phone conversations. A while ago, I updated my Twitter status. Felt that instead of waiting for my medication to knock me out, I shall think about things which made me fall in love with Phil everyday.

My man calls me every night. There were nights I'd answer them subconsciously and fell asleep. Sometimes, I'll debate over issues till I fell asleep. Phil knows I would be in dreamland when I remained silent. Strangely, he will stay on the line in case I wake up and realise he hang up on me..till the phone battery died on us. I'd know how long he accompanied me thru the night by checking our past call duration. o.O"

He gives in whenever he can. He keeps quiet when he is deep in his thoughts. He usually will think before he speaks. He explained he didn't want to regret saying the wrong things and upset our relationship. To be with such a man who takes our relationship seriously and behave responsibly, how can I not feel loved? o.O"

We had a lil promise recently. I gave him my word that should I get my bonus, be it even $1, I'll get a present for his pets. I thought he sounded sincere praying that I'd get my bonus so that we'd go shopping for his lil ones. His prayers came true. Though he insisted I need not get anything for the hamsters, I'd like to buy them a new cage. It is good enough that Phil didn't ask for a guitar this time around! That is his most common request by the way. o.O"

There's no secrets between us. Despite the many times I hurt him when I repeated my blunt views that he isn't my soul mate, he still loves me as much as he can. I don't need materialistic values to see how much he can afford to show his purchasing power to love me. These are some of the ways Phil kept me being in love with him.