October 15, 2008

toddler niche




The upgrading works proved to be too dusty for me to stay home. Decided to have a study date at the library. Don't we look so adorably too big for the toddler niche section? Back at home, in the evening i kept sneezing. Phil calls it an earthquake. I've a sensitive nose. True enough by nightfall, i declare myself losing the battle with the flu bug. I'm on mc again. Not that i enjoy being absent from my usual routine, i do really need a break from stress.

Work is getting stressful cos my colleagues showed extreme reluctance to do overtime on Wednesdays. That'd mean i have to miss class again. I'm also teaching a recruit. She is like a kanchong spider. Stressful when she screamed Yann...
I don't know how else to remind her to keep the volume down. She dressed inappropriately for work. we either see her in micro minis or tops which invites disgusting peeps to her cleavage and also disapproving looks from public. When she texts me, i get every sentence ending with an exclamation mark! She has been trained under me for about a month now. Fast worker indeed. She is really petite and once a customer asks if i'm baby sitting my sister. Don't be fooled by that tiny frame, this chilli padi is a mother of one adorable baby girl and independent wife whose hubby is out-stationed. She by the way, is as old as yours truly. perhaps having another extra responsibility puts me in a stressed working environment.

School has been more like having fun every lesson. I look forward to gaining knowledge. Nevertheless, exams which are right up in 5 weeks and project deadlines never fails to scare the hell outta my wits, if i'd any. I realised i lost the drive to achieve good grades. I became my-very-own average student.

Home, my only shelter from the madness of reality. The recession made me think twice about getting a new job. Though i always grumbled that i'm like a monkey, paid only peanuts.. but hey the money i receive monthly paid all the bills and i'm usually contented it served me well to the next pay check. Ironically, why am i pushing myself away from this job? Does the duration of being too long in this company put me off?

Dear yann, stop giving self the unnecessary pressure. Everything will be fine cos they usually do with the help of ALLAH. Life is beautiful. I want to fall in love with the challenges and manage the stress with love.

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