MC

I'm having a week's leave again. somehow.. here I am down with the flu bug. 'nice' start for the break which got me 2 days of MC without me even asking Doc. I have so much to catch up! I don't know what's gotten oven me for missing plenty of lessons for this trimester. This break I told myself to get started in my projects. I'd so many things planned out for this week.... and now all i wanna do is sleep and recover fast, fastest!

'love me for a reason' by Boyzone is being played right now. I read about Stephen Gately's death this morning while looking for articles on law and morality. I have 4 more articles to analyse for the Legal Aspects Of Business project. Just where are the articles man..enough about Fann's wedding already!

Alright peeps I'm gonna fall asleep again. The medicine makes me drowsy and cranky.. no, they make me drowsy and even more crankier than I'm already am. Will be back for more cheerful updates.

When is your big day?

Yesterday, a lovely customer who usually comes with compliments, came by. She suddenly asked me "when is your big day dear?" It caught me off guard. I smiled awkwardly and muttered that I don't know how to answer this question. Colleague probably overheard and said "soon.. soon.." I smiled at them and wished the lady have a pleasant day. I'm hardly in a stable relationship so why'd I even know when is my big day? Sometimes we get questions at the right time which somehow will make us realise what's our stand.=)

ramadan

Time heals all wounds indeed. I wondered just how angry I'd been with that someone I once loved. Three years. That is just how much time I buried him in my heart with anger.

I recalled my promise of always loving him and he lives in my heart, no matter. That was the last we met, spending mid-autumn that year as friends instead of a couple.

Today I realise I finally let go. He was an irresponsible boyfriend who probably was in the crossroads back then. Perhaps there's this ego in him refusing to share his issues which caused me to hate his guts and deal with his decision he made for us.

Whatever the reasons may be, I believe it's for the best cos presently, he's already a father. I wish him well and thank God that I've learnt to forgive and got rid the pain of anger this Ramadan.